Namaste,
I started my Career nearly 17 Years back. While my 1st Job was of just ₹5000/Month in 2004, quickly within a year, I progressed well in my job raising to 24K/Month and after few years of Progression, career abroad with very well paid, relaxed Job and luxurious life. Holidays in different countries in every 3-4 months.
After 14 Years of Job, regular thoughts started coming for give back to society. Earning for self everyone does. Something needs to be done so others can earn. With this social cause, started working on plan and in few months came with plan for generating income for Home makers through cooking.
So after convincing my Wife & Office Management, finally came back to India 2 Years back.
Its where the downtime started. I put all my Life’s earning to this Social cause Startup. But Business didn’t take off well. Expenses were many fold. Everything went there but still didn’t achieved breakeven in Business.
Then staff was reduced, salary issues started coming. Tried everything but yielded no results. Spent nearly 16 Hrs work daily during start of this year, but inspite of all hard work there was no luck.
Then decided to sell off my property. But somehow even luck is not working there. Inspite Flat is in very premium location. More than 60 people visited flat. Many were interested, but none of them got converted.
Finally took help of astrology. Showed my Horoscope to few well known brands in astrology. They asked for gemstone(Neelam & Emerald), Rudraksha (7,8 mukhi), Few pujas. Even tried all that with last left money. But nothing helped. I am wearing Emerald (2.25 Carat Grade 1) for more than 6 months, Neelam(4 Carat, very light color) for more than 3 months. Rudraksha for more than 8 months. Did Rahu Shanti Puja, rudrabhishek puja, Vishnu Puja. But nothing has helped.
As per them, I am under Sade Sati peak phase, Moon in 8th House, Rahu Mahadasha, etc.
Those brands claimed I was going to get relief from Oct 2020, some said 22 Dec 2020, etc. But nothing helped and today situation is such that even for purchasing rice in house, I had to borrow money.
I have still not given up hope and still can see from open eyes, my dream of my startup(in Food) is successful and Lakhs of self employment generation through us and countless blessings.
But with so much happened in life, somewhere I feel I am on verge of giveup.
Today, I came across this platform & thought to openly speak up. I really lookup with hope that I may get some deep insight here which might help me to standup strongly & attack all the sufferings in life and cross them.
My Birth details are:
31 May 1983 Morning 07:10 Mumbai
Thanks in advance for all your help.